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Sunday, June 25, 2006

past few daes,ive been spendin it with my jie mei n xiong di =].
i tried not to tink about anythin tt is cumin in my wae.
i tried..i guess..i manage to forget about it.at least for now.
haiiss..wad is happenin to me rite now?

oh well..fridae i had a bad stomach ache. early in the mornin i went over to jan's hse.i dress up myself.oh well.den we went to the airport.my stomach hurts..but we manage to see her out.den we are like so happi!twenty daes of disaster,havin to wait on her to return.hahas den jan so happi.den we to her hse.she give us our present.hahas..pris went over n she dress up so nice lah.hahas.
we went down to bugis.met up with von von.my ex stead...
turn so pretty le.den go smoke.hahas..
oh well..i watch silent hill!cuz von looks like a 18 yrs old adult.so we manage to buy thru loh.den its so disgustin lah alright,

after tt renee came over to find me lah.pris oreadi go le hahas.hmm den got some quarrel went on.so von so angry she walk out of us.,,i pulled jan back to tingwen's dere.den they tok..me n renee jux tok there too..hahas..funny.den me,jan n renee went down to payalebar.where dere has many memories...haiss.i stayed over at jan's hse tt dae.next mornin.jan woke me up from my beautiful dream =x. tingwen came over..some stuff happen once more.but we went over to parkway.den smoke dere..pris came over etc...haas..den we had a veri enjoyable dae dere.
my god son was born on 24june =]

hahas..den we went to jan hse to take sth stuff of mine.n we went to tingwen's hse later on.pris n i stayed over...den we had alot of fun time together...after all todae is a great dae =]

tml school startin le.perhaps we wil drift apart?wil we starts becomin like normal frens?jux lyk how it was when its e startin of another brand new ye.tis time,will my frens stay,or wil dey leave me instead?

how has my life been nowadaes?
its been a total mess...
i cant believe.but i teared on 23june for her.
haiiss its been long since we said goodbye.
why are those memories huntin me again rite now?
i dunn wad is in my mind rite now.haiiss..
i need to cry.but no one truely noes how i feel.haiiss.
haiiss i reali had enough.maybe its time to brk down once more.
but no one understand how i feel haiiss..
i feel so damn sad..i have to be strong.
stronger den others.no one noes...

my tears,no one get to see it.
i had enough.im terrified =x

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